Here it is. Due to insistent friendship demand, here I am again getting my fingers some exercise. And that exercise pertains to writing - writing again. It’s been so long since the last time I updated this blog and it quite amazed me to read all over again my previous posts. But what a heck, I ended up remembering some old flames…. Okay fine, I hear some whispers “friend, old heartaches ‘yan” (hehehe). Well, I couldn’t say OLD, since there are times that it felt like as if it was like something fresh.
Yeah, it’s so stupid of me but I won’t deny that he still have the tingling effect on me. So getting back on this blog gave me a flashback of what I used to be then, what I used to act when he’s around, and how I selflessly gave up to myself – accepting how I was madly in love with him.
Writing and literature. These have been the best two words that could describe me. These are the two fields that I am really into since I was elementary and the best two words that reminded me of him.
After browsing this blog site, I asked myself why I no longer write, and why the urge of jotting down all the words seemed to have disappeared somewhere in my life. And this made me realized how he became part of my writing and love for literature. I know that I and him have nothing to look on forward. Thus, I have to move on, get on my feet and be fueled up again to do the things I really love most – and that is writing.
So now, a great thanks to my ever good friends who encouraged me to write again. These are the same people who reminded me who of who I am and what I am capable of, but on the higher note, they made a tap on my shoulder to remind me of what I am really good at. Hahaha. I know that this really sounds so mushy but I really thank you guys for the ever support and appreciation. I am best known to be clumsy and a klutz sometimes, but you guys contributed how good I am.
Now, I won’t promise that I won’t talk about him. But this time, it would all be about everything. Everything that the people do in their everyday living and how these affect me. How it could make and break my day, and how a simple appreciation from strangers could make you smile
Since I started working, this has been the principle I’m living with. That ‘everything is under one’s mindset’ and having ‘something or someone to look forward to everyday is enough to enliven your will to survive in the struggles of life’.
And now, this is my start….
